what are you trying to prove, impressing strangers on the internet
they don't even know you
they only know who you show them you are
try impressing people who know you for you, and like you for you, not for some fake mask you put on
 try impressing us, not them

Labels: letters that i'm too cowardly to send to my friends

Long talks with old friends make me happy. And sometimes even if you haven't talked for so long and you have so much to talk about, the silences you used to share together were so familiar that you still have them now. I don't know but I have this one friend who for some reason I feel so happy and comfortable with whenever we talk, even though there are 2 to 4 months of intervals between our conversations.

• Stop using twitter
• Be pescatarian for at least a month (slowly moving to vegetarianism)
• Get my driver's license (L)
• Stop cursing so much
• Not be as negative as always. Happy thoughts= happy life
• Write more (poetry)
• Read more (classics)
• Spend less time on the web, and hopefully be able to not use it at all for a week (summer)
• Be more active! (summer) 
• Go biking a lot
• Go to the gym more often (at least once a week)
• Get a daring haircut (after graduation)
• Be less snobby, lazy, and instead be more outgoing, friendly
• Study every night, not just before a test
• Try to dress better, not necessarily so fashionable, but rather clothes that I think flatter my body
• Smile more, slouch and pout less

Will be adding more and crossing out some (hopefully) through time
This list will stay at the links section to the right side of this blog for me to easily read this. I grew up a lot in 2011. Hopefully the same goes for 2012.

Labels: lists

So far, 2012 is the worst year ever