I'm recently just coming to accept that the man I like does not at all like me back. I had filled my head with stupid delusions that the sideways glances and indirect smiles and accidental touches actually mean something, but all that was there was my longing stares and sighs in class as he sits on the other end of the classroom, completely unaware of my existence.
Normally, I would blog about my heartache for days but for now I will just spend my days mending this broken heart by focusing on school work(God knows I badly need to do that). I can't afford to emotionally invest myself to people(who don't care about me at all) so much. Well, I have been listening to a playlist full of depressing songs as a soundtrack to this episode of unrequited love. That's about as emotionally invested I could get.
"You are my sweetest downfall."