Monday, August 29, 2011
Feelings/Emotions are becoming more uncontrollable, but less desire to kill myself.
I see this as a progress.
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an update
Monday, August 22, 2011
I'll be honest here. No matter how corny the whole "lock eyes in a room, everything else is a blur and a duo of piano and violin plays in the background" love-at-first-sight moment is, it's something I secretly want.
But as for now while I'm focusing on getting into a good university and possibly paying for my application with my own money, I'd much rather have the "lock eyes in a room, look away and pretend nothing happened because you're much too busy to even care about a person enough to think about him when you're supposed to be working/studying your ass off so before anything could happen, don't start".
Oh life. :)
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6:59 AM by Shane Koyczan
Saturday, August 20, 2011
I’ve been told
that people in the army
do more by 7:00 am
than I do
in an entire day
but if I wake
at 6:59 am
and turn to you
to trace the outline of your lips
with mine
I will have done enough
and killed no one
in the process.
Labels: love
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July 31 - Now, August 4
Thursday, August 4, 2011
I gotta admit this week is extremely productive. I was able to finish 6 assignments and currently working on my 7th one. The 8th one also has the outline done so all I need to do is put the sentences together. And I was able to go to a picnic, watch Friends with Benefits, and have my own episode of teenage angst.
The assignments weren't even all that easy. I had to write a whole bunch of essays, analyze waaay too much old English, make a presentation, and create a soundtrack for this book I adore. All without the aid of a teacher. (Just me and my best friend Google)
It's a cool experience actually. I now absolutely adore The Lovesong of J. Alfred Prufrock and appreciate Much Ado About Nothing. And it's liberating to think that I studied them all with my own research and appreciated them without having a teacher explain to me the mindblowing parts.
HOWEVER, I do not EVER plan on doing this shit ever again. EVER. No matter how fun English is for me, I'd much rather study it with a teacher. In school. Not online.
So to amuse myself, I created a CD cover for the Soundtrack of my favourite book. Check it out.

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