I was observing some relationships a few days ago and it got me thinking,
as much as I want to have a love life or be with someone, I would NEVER want to have what these teenagers have. And I guess that's why I'll never be in a high school relationship I guess. Or a teenage one. Cuz in all honesty I don't want to be with someone who just makes me laugh, or holds my hand when he feels like it, or all those other superficial parts of a relationship. I don't want just adoration, you know? I want something deeper than that. Something that isn't just about late night phone calls. Or good morning texts. Or kisses by the locker. Or hand holding around the halls.

Those feel so empty.

And I could watch all these teenage couples do that, and I'd never feel jealous. Because that's not what I want.
I don't know what I want exactly, but I know it's not that.