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Writing
Thursday, April 28, 2011

"I love her."

"Then go ahead and tell her."

"I can't..what if she doesn't love me back?"

"It's a risk you have to take. Love's that risk you have to take."

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Thursday, April 14, 2011

I need to update.
Soon.
God I have so much photos to post but I just don't have the time and
omg.


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Lying alone
Friday, April 8, 2011

I guess what I really want is someone who actually loves the things I hate about myself. And compliments them, you know? Not compliment as in praise, but compliment, like matches it well. Makes those traits shine.
I'm not doing confessions anymore. I figured that my issues lead me to not being able to write them down in a public place. I will do a survey, because the last time I did one, I think I was extremely suicidal. A decent "about my life" with pictures post will come up soon. And there's a lot of them.
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NAME: Joey!

AGE : I'm pretty sweet.

BIRTHDATE: Some day

PRESENT ADDRESS: That big place near America

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage = water

2. last phone call = Mika

3. last text message = Alex

4. last song you listened to = a Rooney song. Forgot which one though.

5. last time you cried = Pretty recently.

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. dated someone twice = Nu

7. been cheated on = Nu

8. kissed someone & regretted it = Uhm I think no?

9. lost someone special = Yes.

10. been depressed = Man those times were hard.

11. been drunk and threw up = Nope.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Red

13. Grey

14. Blue

LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend = Yes lots

16. Fallen out of love = Possibly.

17. Laughed until you cried = Of course.

18. Met someone who changed you = Yes.

19. Found out who your true friends were = Absolutely.

20. Found out someone was talking about you = All the time.

21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend’s list = Of course >.<

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = Most of them I guess

24. Do you have any pets = Nope. Never will.

25. Do you want to change your name = Sometimes.

26. What did you do for your last birthday = It was honestly pretty lonely. I went out with a friend then had dinner with my brother and sister. My parents were out of town.

27. What time did you wake up today = 6:40 am

28. What were you doing at midnight last night = Going to bed.

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = University!!!!!!!!

30. Last time you saw your Mother = A while ago. Spazzing at me.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = My entire self.

32. What are you listening to right now = Sound of the air swishing from the backroom window.

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? = OMG TOM! I miss Tom. I wonder how that guy is now. Such a fun guy.

34. What’s getting on your nerves right now = Everything really. I'm on my period.

35. Most visited webpage = mail/twitter

37. Nickname = Jella

38. Relationship Status = single and not ready for anything more

39. Zodiac sign = Cancer

40. He or She = I'm a she, but inside I'm a gay man

41. Elementary = Uno High

42. High School = COLTS bby!!!

43. College = None so far. Hopefully, UofT

44. Hair color = Dark dark brown.

45. Long or short = Fairly long.

46. Height = 5'3 sadly.

47. Do you have a crush on someone? = Yes omg he was so hot in his sleeveless shirt thingy a while ago. I know I hate tank tops on men, but what he was wearing wasn't a tank top. It was like those vest thingies that had a hoodie, and omg I died. Just enough skin.

48. What do you like about yourself? = Not much. My uhm... open-mindedness I guess. That was extremely hard I couldn't think of anything.

49. Piercings = Both ears. Probably my tongue when I get to university.

50. Tattoos = None yet. A white ink one of a bird or something when I get to university.

51. Righty or lefty= Used to be a lefty, now a righty.

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery = when I was born

53. First piercing = One on both ears

54. First best friend = Bernice. Aw I haven't talked to her in a long time. I wonder how she is now..

55. First sport you joined = Swimming, as always.

56. First vacation = Australia.

58. First pair of trainers = Trainers? Like wheels? Huh.

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating = air.

60. Drinking = air.

61. I’m about to = clean my room then jump to my bed and die.

62. Listening to = nothing.

63. Waiting for = life's happy ending.

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? = Hell yes.

65. Get Married? = Not necessary, but why not.

66. Career? = Lawyer bby.

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes = Eyes forever.

68. Hugs or kisses= Hugs

69. Shorter or taller = Taller

70. Older or Younger = Younger

71. Romantic or spontaneous = one goes with the other

72. Nice stomach or nice arms = stomach

73. Sensitive or loud = sensitive

74. Hook-up or relationship = neither?

75. Trouble maker or hesitant = neither.

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger = Hoho no.

77. Drank hard liquor = Sadly.

78. Lost glasses/contacts = Nope.

80. Broke someone’s heart = No.

81. Had your own heart broken = Yes.

82. Been arrested = No.

83. Turned someone down = hmmm. No

84. Cried when someone died = yes

85. Fallen for a friend = hehehe. I wont answer this.



DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself = I dont know

87. Miracles = Yes

88. Love at first sight = uhm. I want to.

89. Heaven = Yes.

90. Santa Claus = Yes. He actually existed.

91. Kiss on the first date = If there's chemistry, why not?

92. Angels = ...yes?


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April
Monday, April 4, 2011

I was looking through the drafts folder of my email and I encountered an old email I didn't get to send to a friend of mine,
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Pardon this interruption for some cheesy greatness from a show I think is funny but never really watched:

Boy Meets World.
Shawn: You know, he used to tell me how wonderful you were, but guys always say great things about their girlfriends until they break up. That's when the truth comes out. You know, I've waited 15 years to find out what he really thinks about you. Do you wanna know what he thinks about you now that you've broken up?
Topanga: No. Shawn, I don't wanna talk about him.
Shawn: Now that you've broken up, he still tells me how wonderful you are.


Pardon this interruption of another piece of FUNNY greatness that you just have to see followed by real sweet lyrics from Stereophonics:

Wake up, cold coffee and juice, remembering you.
What happened to you?
I wonder if we’ll meet again.
Talk about us instead,
Talk about why did it end.


I laughed.
So anyway.

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I need to confess later. Just a few confessions. Not anything controversial, but things that I need to type or say, to release the weight in my heart. They don't have to mean anything, but they want to be let out, so they will be.


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